things i liked at at least one point in time

outlooks

• how to talk to people (sincere on main)
• contempt culture
• the seduction of despair (john green)

musics

• car alarm (extended reprise) by pat's soundhouse
• clear blue sky (lies of p - overture ost)
• feel (lies of p ost)
• no devil lived on (heaven pierce her)
• raphael's final act (ben starr version)
• earendil was a mariner (arr. colin john rudd)